Status Update

pants: tight

motivation level: low

fear of bathing suit level: extremely high

laziness level: high


sigh. i went to san francisco and napa valley last week and had possibly the best food week of my entire life.

miette--check
the french laundry--check
bouchon--check
bouchon bakery--check check
chez panisse--check check

oh. my. gosh. i heart thomas keller and alice waters. to die for.

and now i am feeling the after-effects. and my mouth is craving baked goods and things made with lots and lots of delicious butter, and oil, and cream and...i digress.

so. time to get serious. yet again. i just feel so blah about the whole diet and exercise department lately. i'm sick of being a dieter, of thinking about calories and constantly feeling like i need to exercise more or eat less or something. boo.